4.24.12

It's late. Another night alone. Trouble with the kids. Medical crap. Nothing major like legal or anything. Yes, I do feel blessed...... I can do medical, I got that area covered. Legal and I'd have to kick some ass. One of Brits friends told us tonight that she's working off community service hours...... I thought this kid was like sooooo honorable and (pretty religious/Christian). She got caught stealing from a local store. I about choked I was so friggn shocked! So, in criminal law, my grade is sitting at an A+!!!! Friggn whooooppppeeeee for me. I was so worried that since I spent a few days sick and ....uh, otherwise (entertained) for 2 weeks of this class that my grade would be very low, like a damn C or even as bad as a D. But, since my company left, I have put my heart back into my class work and it shows. I think I would be beyond disappointed in myself if I got to graduation, early next year, with anything less than a GPA of 3.3 or around there. (damn perfectionist...i am.) I "caught" a lady sneaking in contraband to the center today.... Not a good thing. I had to call the director, bless her heart. These ladies lately have really been putting us through the wringer! But, she came back and handled it with me and really validated the work i was doing especially on the person search I had done to find the contraband. The lady had to go to the hospital though, due to taking to much (stuff) and the horrible part is: I don't think she even realizes that she put her life in such a serious risk. She could have died today out there .... And she was with me! Well, not when the incident happened, I happened to be the transport, so I got the end of it. Sometimes, I just don't understand how these ladies can say they want recovery, that they are there voluntarily, yet do some of the things they do. Sneaky addict behaviors! But, like they say in NA, "you can't bullshit a bullshitter....." Long day, glad its over. I'm crawling into my monster comfy bed and drifting away. Sweet dreams all.